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“Javier, Well Xmas all your family came to out house for dinner and to exchange presents. again only thing missing was you. I enjoyed having...Read More »
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1 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its almost Christmas I can't believe another one without YOU!!!!
Oh Javier without you here life is such a struggle for me. But I...Read More »
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2 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today is monday and Morty and I went to your resting place and we decorated it for christmas and changed your picture the other frame broken...Read More »
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3 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Yesterday Lester and I went to your resting place. And then I added to the houseful with a cute little white dog I named her Wendy. She...Read More »
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4 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Last wednesday Morty and I went to your resting place to take you your Thanksgiving card and a picture cooking a turkey. Then friday...Read More »
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5 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. Sometimes Javier its so hard to go there but I can't stay away because the was the last place...Read More »
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6 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. Thanksgiving is next week everyone is coming to my house so I am starting to get ready for it...Read More »
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7 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Yesterday Morty and I went to your resting place we took you fresh flowers and cut the grass. Today its rainning I stayed in and feeling...Read More »
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8 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays sunday so I will be starting another week. Last thursday Morty and I went to your resting place cut the grass and took all your...Read More »
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9 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today is Halloween and I am remembering how much you enjoyed giving out candy and seeing all the kids in their costumes. Oh Javier how I...Read More »
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10 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. I cut the grass and decorated it with Hollween stuff. I remember how much you loved Holloween...Read More »
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11 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its sunday and I had a birthday on saturday. It wasn't too bad, Lester came over after work on friday and we had a few drinks and...Read More »
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12 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier , Todays friday I am really down not only because my bithday is tomorrow but because you won't be here to spend it with me.. Everyday is so...Read More »
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13 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and we stayed awhile. Each time I go there it hurts like the first time. Javier I miss you so...Read More »
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14 of 581 | Posted by: Joseph Duran
“Javier, Its sunday evening and I am watching TV I had to buy new TVs both our TVs went out. These are little changes but thats 2 things that we...Read More »
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15 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I wanted to go to your resting place today but it was raining. Javier every time I log into this site and see your picture my heart hurts...Read More »
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16 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here kind of lonely I guess the wheather is changing and missing you as usual I tend to get lonely. Javier I miss you so so much.
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17 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today we went to your resting place today and I cut the grass and other things. Being there helps but everyday at the new house without...Read More »
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18 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“javier, Here as usual thinking of you and feeling down. Still missing you that will never stop.
Love Joseph
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19 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Went to your resting place today cut the grass and took you fresh flowers. Oh Javier sometime I don't know how much missing you can I take.
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20 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today is 2 years since god has taken you. I was with your mother and Gilbert at a church service in your honor today. Then tomorrow there...Read More »
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21 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, We went to your resting place thursday and stayed awhile, Otherwise I have been working hard on the house doing my touches. This friday...Read More »
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22 of 581 | Posted by: Joseph Duran
“Javier finally in the new house so tired but as happy as I can without you here. Thursday went to your resting place can't get used to it. Friday...Read More »
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23 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Been busy all week moving all week I had movers for the big stuff the rest I did alone infact I still have things in the duplex. Real tired...Read More »
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24 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javeir, Been real busy getting the new house ready to move in I think I will move next tuesday. I wish you were here with me. Javier I miss you so...Read More »
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25 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, On thursday Morty and I went to your resting place cut the grass and put fresh flowers. I have been busy with the new house but my thoughts...Read More »
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26 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier misssing you never stops but I really don't want ii to stop. Oh Javier!!!
Love joseph
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27 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well friday I finally got the keys to the new house, I spent part of friday there checking things out. Today I spent a good part of the day...Read More »
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28 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place and cut the grass and put fresh flowers and took you thing with angels on it. Oh Javier I wish you...Read More »
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29 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I sisned the final papers of the house and will probably get the key Wednesday. I truly wish you were here with me and making this...Read More »
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30 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays sunday and i am here thinking that I should be very happy that I just bought a new home. I happy but not as happy as I would be if...Read More »
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31 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place I cut the grass as usual and put fresh flowers also I changed your picture with another frame. Also...Read More »
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32 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its another saturday night sitting here with Morty and Goldie as my only companions. I guess I am getting use to it but I can't get...Read More »
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33 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Lieing here in bed and thinking of you. At times I think those 17 years with you feels kind of like a dream but I still see your smile and...Read More »
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34 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sorry I haven't written but the week has been busy I had 2 doctors appts and had to see the realtor at the house and also had to see the...Read More »
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35 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its july 4th weekend and here I sit thinking of you and wishiig you were here, I wish you were here all the time but holidays are the worst....Read More »
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36 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have good news an offer for a house was accepted. I am happy and I wanted you know. I really don't have anybody to share this with but...Read More »
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37 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its tuesday and I am waiting to hear from Bob my realtor about a house I put an offer in. So I don't feel like doing much just waiting.
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38 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Yesterday Sergio called to see how I was and to talk I appreciate that. Now its sunday and missing you hurts so so much. Sometimes I do...Read More »
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39 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today I trimed the grass and put fresh flowers. Javier I just can't take you not being here. I...Read More »
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40 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, as usual sitting here missing you more than ever oh javier what can I do but miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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41 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Yesterday Gladys and Lester invited me to the fair and I went and I enjoyed it but I was remembering the last time I was there. We went to...Read More »
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42 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I want to tell you first today I put an offer on a house now I have to wait and see what happens. I wish you were here I have no one to be...Read More »
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43 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Oh Javier what can I say I miss so so much it hurts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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44 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays sunday and I woke up as usual thinking of you but also I knew I had to go to your resting place and spend some time. So Morty and I...Read More »
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45 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. I bought a small grass trimmer and cut the grass at your site. We stayed awhile. Javier I...Read More »
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46 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I am sitting here missing you and I feel so depressed lately kind of more than usualy. Oh Javier not having you here is the...Read More »
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47 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, This week Lesters birthday is coming up and I was remembering how we enjoyed celebrating it with him. Without you its not the same and not...Read More »
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48 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I have been down with my back all weekend. I was supposed to go to a birthday party sat for the twins but I couldn't make...Read More »
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49 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I tryed to go to your resting place today but they closed early. I will go tomorrow for sure. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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50 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here missing you more than ever, it seems to be getting worse than better. I don't see how its ever going to be better with you...Read More »
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51 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays sunday and another weekend finally over. Sergio called me yesterday and we talked about you. I was surprised because Sergio misses...Read More »
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52 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another weekend it seems that each day its getting harder and harder to get through, the missing you is never ending.
Love Joseph
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53 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I finally got to go to your resting place with morty. We stayed awhile and Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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54 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here thinking of you and missing you more than ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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55 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have wanted to go to your resting place but its been rainning so I hope the weather clears up soon. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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56 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Back to another quiet and lonley weekend, especially since last weekend with the company and the wedding. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!...Read More »
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57 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its wednesday sitting here thinking of you as always. I have so many things I would like to share with you and only you. Javier I miss...Read More »
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58 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, A really different weekend. Saturday your mother got married you would of been so proud and happy. I was included in the wedding photos. ...Read More »
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59 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Yolanda and Brad are here for your moms wedding. They are staying with me and tomorrow is the big day. I know how happy you would of...Read More »
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60 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays wednesday and I am getting ready for your mothers wedding and for Yolandas and Brads visit. All this is going to be so hard without...Read More »
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61 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, A day after your birthday and I am remembering past birthdays. You derserved to have had many many more. Its hurts me. You know what is...Read More »
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62 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well todays your birthday and your mother had a mass for you. I went and then I went to your resting place and took you some flowers and...Read More »
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63 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Tomorrow is your birthday since everyday is hard for me but days like this is especially hard for me. Your mother is having a mass for you...Read More »
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64 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays Easter and as usual I spent alone the day with Morty and Goldie. i went to your resting place yesterday and took you your easter...Read More »
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65 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Missing you more than ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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66 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am sitting here sorting out some of your pictures I am trying to put them in order. But Javier its so hard seeing your smiling face a...Read More »
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67 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another week without you its never going to be easy but I guess thats the way its and I have to accept it. Javier I miss you so so...Read More »
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68 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and took you fresh flowers and changed your picture frame. Its friday and we stayed awhile. ...Read More »
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69 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have been trying to write to you but something is wrong with my internet so I hope this goes through. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!...Read More »
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70 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and Morty and I went to your resting place and we stayed awhile. I was sitting there and just thinking about so many things,...Read More »
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71 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays tuesday and I am sitting here during some remembering as usual and missing you more than anyone will ever realize or maybe understand...Read More »
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72 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and Lester and I went to lunch. Then Morty and I went to your resting place and now I am home and really feeling down and doing...Read More »
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73 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I again went to your resting place. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Love Joseph
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74 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, yesterday was sunday and Morty and I took you fresh flowers. As usual I start doing so much remembering. Javier I think of you constantly...Read More »
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75 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another weekend without you sometimes its just seems unreal,
people don't believe I am still having a hard time. But I think...Read More »
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76 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its thursday and I am sitting here missing you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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77 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place today and took you fresh flowers. Oh Javier I hope some how you know how much I still love and...Read More »
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78 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and Morty and I went to Berekley and he was so good. Now I am home and trying to finish the day. Javier I miss you so so much!!...Read More »
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79 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another saturday night alone but thank goodness for Morty and Goldie but eariler Lester was here and he gave Morty a haircut and watched a...Read More »
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80 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Lester and I went to the moviers, the theater we always went to in Lodi. All the while there I cant't thinking of you. Javier I...Read More »
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81 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and I am lonley for you. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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82 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, today Morty and I and Lester went to your resting place. I was remembering all the time the three of us went to the movies out to eat or to...Read More »
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83 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place to replace your flowers. I always leave with such a ache in my heart more than usual. Oh...Read More »
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84 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here thinking of you. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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85 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well starting another week. This weekend Lester was over and he did some work on our SUV, putting new lights and he repainted the bumbers....Read More »
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86 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday and today Morty and I went to your resting place. The weeks and weekends seem to be going so fast even if I am lonely most of...Read More »
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87 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to one of my follow up doctor apointments and I was remembering our running joke. I would come back telling you the doctor said...Read More »
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88 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its monday and a new week starting and nothings changed I still miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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89 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting and took you more flowers. Also Cecilia brought me dinner, its so nice to have a home cooked meal...Read More »
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90 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its Friday and I am ending another hard week without you. Nothing planned for the weekend as usual. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!...Read More »
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91 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I think of you all the time you are always in my mind but sometimes its still overwhelming. Like today I was driving and thinking of you...Read More »
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92 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well this weekend Lester came over saturday and sunday afternoons and worked on the SUV, like adding fog lights and other lights. He has...Read More »
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93 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week and starting another weekend. I can't believe I am doing this without you. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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94 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I wanted to go to your resting place today but it was rainning too hard Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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95 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its late but I was having trouble going on line. Monday was Valentines day I know you know you were and still are my special valentine. ...Read More »
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96 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went again to your resting place today and we took your Valenhtine balloons and card and flowers. Valentine day is monday but I...Read More »
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97 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. Javier its getting harder and harder without you. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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98 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well today Lester came over and fixed the lights on the SUV. So he ate dinner with me. It was nice to have someone to eat with. Oh Javier...Read More »
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99 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its tuesday and I sitting herre thinking of you and still wondering what happened. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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100 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place again today as usual it makes me sad but I can't keep away. I want to make sure you are not alone. ...Read More »
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101 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today and polished your head stone and we stayed awhile. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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102 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week and starting weekend.seems unbelieveable that time is going so fast and I am so misable. Javier I miss you so so much!...Read More »
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103 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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104 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I was dreaming of you last night and it was so real that I woke up so depressed and sad. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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105 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another lonley weekend and starting a I don't know week. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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106 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday night and I am here alone with morty and goldie and we are wishing you were here. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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107 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place and we took you somethings and straighten your resting place. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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108 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day and missing you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
Love Joseph
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109 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. Javier that pain in my heart never stops. The only thing that gets me through this whole...Read More »
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110 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday and Morty and I went to your resting place. Oh Javier missing you does not get any easier sometime I don't what to do. I miss...Read More »
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111 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its in the middle of the week and I haven't done much but I still miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111
Love Joseph
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112 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its in the middle of the week and I haven't done much but I still miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111
Love Joseph
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113 of 581 | Posted by: Joseph Duran
“Javier, Starting another and missing you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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114 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and took you a flower in a po! that I painted. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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115 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Nothing much happening with me. I hope the weather gets better so I can visit your resting place. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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116 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here thinking of you as always. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!
Love Joseph
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117 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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118 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I went to Sacramento to that big electronic store. I really didn't want to go but he talked me into it. It was ok we had...Read More »
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119 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday night and I am here alone with my Morty and Goldie and I am trying to get interested in TV. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!...Read More »
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120 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to your resting place and took all your christmas decorations down and left you a dog figurine that looks like your Shadow. I...Read More »
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121 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another week and missing you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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122 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well todays is the first day of the year. Lester came over after work and we watched a Netflix film and then he went home. Now I am home...Read More »
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123 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its December 31st and in 2 hrs it will be 2011. I am here alone waiting for the NEW YEAR. Javier I cannot believe I am starting a NEW YEAR...Read More »
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124 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its thursday and I haven't done much, the weather is cold. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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125 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I wanted to go back to your resting place today but its so cold I deceided to stay in. The cold is bad for my neck problems. Javier I miss...Read More »
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126 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to a mass your mother had for you. It was the first time I have been in St. Marys since the last time with you before going to...Read More »
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127 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sorry I did't write on 12/25 I had dinner at Sergios and we exchanged presents. When I got back I was a little sad and tired. Javier I...Read More »
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128 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays christmas eve Lester is supposed to come by. i also went to your resting place today to take you something. Oh Javier you will...Read More »
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129 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its wednesday another quiet day, I did finish christmas shopping. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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130 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I trimmed Morty and Goldies hair, getting them ready for Christmas. I don't know what I am going to do if anything. I haven't heard...Read More »
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131 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to the show witrh Lester, the same show we use to like to go to and then did a llittle shopping. Well thats my day. Javier I...Read More »
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132 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well today I went to lunch with Lester and did a little shopping for christmas. The rest of the day and evening I just watched TV. Javier I...Read More »
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133 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another hard week and starting another probably lonely weekend. Anyway Javier thinking about you constantly. Javier I miss you so...Read More »
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134 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I felt a little better today so the first thing I did was go to your resting place and took you a christmas card and christmas plant and...Read More »
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135 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sorry I didn't fell like going on the computer yesterday. Still trying to hang in but I am not doing much, I need to finish some christmas...Read More »
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136 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am feeling better I hope it stays this . Its been extra hard being sick without your help. It makes me feel more alone, I have no one to...Read More »
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137 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still not feeling well, oh how I need you. You were always there when I wasn't feeling well. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!
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138 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its another saturday night and I am missing you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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139 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sorry I didn't write yesterday but I was feeling really bad so today I called my primary doctor and went to see him. He ordered some...Read More »
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140 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Went to the doctor today, everythings ok. Still having a little trouble with my neck stress I guess. Also took you your Christmas Tree, I...Read More »
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141 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I did a little shopping today I got you a little tree and I decorated and plan to take it to you hopefully tomorrow. I also got Lester a...Read More »
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142 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I put up the christmas tree the white one, of course I did it alone as usual. But Javier sometimes I don't mind being alone, if you...Read More »
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143 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays sunday and its been rainning all day I have been wanting to go to your resting place but I also have been not feeling well all week....Read More »
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144 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Feeling much better physically. Ending another week and starting another weekend no special plans. I am blessed to have Morty and Goldie. ...Read More »
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145 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its thursday and I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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146 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still not feeling to well but better. When I am sick I miss you taking care of me, now I am alone there is no one to take of me but me. Oh...Read More »
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147 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, nothings changed but I did get a call from Yolanda and Brad. It was nicce hearing from them. Oh Jvier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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148 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still not feeling well but just wanted to say I miss you so so much!!!!!
Love jOSEPH
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149 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, today Sergio and Lupita and the twins came over for the table and chairs. They stayed awhile. The twins liked Lesters birds and his rabbit...Read More »
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150 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays saturday and Sergio called me to borrower our folding table and chairs for his Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow. So hes going to get...Read More »
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151 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, It friday ending another week and starting another weekend. Nothing planned or anything I want to do. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!...Read More »
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152 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays Thanksgiving and Morty and I went to your resting place. Today starting the holiday season and its already so hard without you here....Read More »
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153 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to a doctor and had a little procedure for me, I haven't done anything for me since we use to go to Dr. Stahl in Modesto and...Read More »
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154 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another quiet day I don't know what I am going to do for Thanksgiving. Wish you were here. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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155 of 581 | Posted by: Joseph Duran
“Javier, Starting another week without you and I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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156 of 581 | Posted by: Joseph Duran
“Javier, Its sunday and Morty and I went to your resting place since it stopped raining. Just another quiet day. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!...Read More »
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157 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its a rainey saturday and as usual I am home. Thanksgiving is coming up and I don't know what I am going to do if anything, but I do know...Read More »
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158 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week. Morty and I went to your resting place today and took you a plant. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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159 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have been feeling down today because I went to the doctor for my regular visit. And after on the way home I was thinking about how we use...Read More »
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160 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day and I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
Love Joseph
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161 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“javier, Nothing happening still kind of depressed. javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Love Joseph
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162 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its monday and I am still depressed that your not here to enjoy your family and take part when everyone gets together. But I feel when I am...Read More »
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163 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to Sergio's for Lupita's Birthday Morty went to and we bought her a present. We had dinner and cake. I enjoyed being with...Read More »
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164 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I didn't get a chance to write you on Friday because the power went out in the early evening and didn't come back untill 3 or 4 in the...Read More »
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165 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ouiet day but thinking and missing you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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166 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today your mother called me and her and Gilbert came over and brought me some home made Goditas just like you use to make. I thought that...Read More »
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167 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day only thing that dosen't change is that I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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168 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well today Morty and I spent time at your resting place as usual we took you a little something. Javier you know i always enjoyed buying...Read More »
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169 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I went to Berekley today and I took Morty with me. He was pretty good except when someone tries to talk to him or get next...Read More »
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170 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and just relaxing. I went to your resting place yesterday. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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171 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week and starting another weekend and I am just going day by day and praying I can get through it. Javier I miss you so so...Read More »
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172 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Thinking about you as usual. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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173 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I went to the doctors today for one of my follow ups and I got a flu shot. Then Lester came over in the afternoon and worked on my computer...Read More »
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174 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its tuesday nothing happening but I wanted to tell you last Saturday morning i noticed that someone broke into the back yard with is locked...Read More »
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175 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its monday and starting another week, I was just looking at your picture at the home page of this site and Javier it still hurts so much...Read More »
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176 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. Its sunday and halloween. I didn't give out candy you know i never liked giving out candy,...Read More »
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177 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its saturday and Lester came over after work and watched TV and had dinner with me. Its nice to have company to eat with it gets kind of...Read More »
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178 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place we took you a pumpkin since Halloween is sunday. I was remembering how you enjoyed giving out candy...Read More »
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179 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day and I still miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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180 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and took some flowers for you. Javier part of me feels good that I go to the last place we...Read More »
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181 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, today your mother called me and you won't believe it but she wished me a happy birthday! 17 years of knowing her and this is the first time...Read More »
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182 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have been wanting to go to your resting since friday my BD but its been rainning. I just wanted to spend time with you especially friday....Read More »
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183 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today is friday and its my BD and I didn't mention it to anybody. But this afternoon I invited Lester to show but I didn;t mention anything...Read More »
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184 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, nothing new still miss you so so much!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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185 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and i went to your resting place today we also went to my mothers and fathers. Usually I just go to yours and not the others because...Read More »
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186 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, another long day Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Love Joseph
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187 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, this evening Nelson and his girlfriend came by for a visit. Morty just hates Nelson he had a fit and wouldn't stop barking. I had to put...Read More »
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188 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its sunday and I wanted to go to your resting place but it rained all day so I just stayed home and as usual Javier I miss you so so much!!!!...Read More »
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189 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well todays saturday and I took Lester to Sacramento to that large electrical store Frys then we had dinner and I took him home. And now I...Read More »
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190 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week and starting another weekend buy Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...Read More »
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191 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
Love Joseph
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192 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Just here trying to keep busy. Life is so different without you. It seems like yesterday that we were fairly happy, we could do things we...Read More »
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193 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Nothing much happening with me but Javier one thing that never changes is that I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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194 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting a new week and Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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195 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its sunday and Morty and I went to your resting place dam it still hurts seems just like yesterday. Then I took Morty for a ride and got...Read More »
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196 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays saturday and I took Lester and his grandfather from Guatamala to Sacramento. Lester wanted to go to Frys electronics and I showed...Read More »
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197 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, what can I say ending another week and starting another weekend all without you. Javier it is not getting easier I don't care what anyone...Read More »
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198 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier i MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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199 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Nothings changed I can't suppress my feelings. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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200 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Nothing new. Still miss you so so much Javier!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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201 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sorry I didn't write you yesterday, I lent the internet to Lester so I was without my computer for a day or so. Anyway Cecilia called me...Read More »
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202 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and Lester stop by after work and is here working on the main computer for me. I am going to take him home and then Morty and...Read More »
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203 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, finishing another week and starting another weekend not getting any easier. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love...Read More »
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204 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Wish you were here really need your advice and help. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111
Love Joseph
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205 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here thinking of you and Javier I miss you so so much, what can I say !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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206 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I was watching TV something you and I liked to watch. And I looked over and expected to see you laughing and enjoying the program. ...Read More »
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207 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am starting another hard week I just can't get rid of so many feelings. I know you would of talked me out of these feelings but I don't...Read More »
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208 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays sunday and I bought some KFC and Lester came over to eat with me and he brought Lily. You know how Morty liked that little Lily. We...Read More »
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209 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday Morty and I went to your resting place and took you flowers and stayed with you for awhile. I told you a few things I hope you...Read More »
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210 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another weekend. I really don't know what I am going to do if anything. I guess first I have to get through friday. Javier I miss...Read More »
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211 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still kind of down and trying to work out some problems I could use your help.. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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212 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, today Morty and I went to your resting place and we stayed awhile. I have some issures that I miss not having you here for your help,...Read More »
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213 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Nothing new still feeling kind of down lately. Maybe that will get better. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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214 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another long hard day and starting another hard week. Still have a few problems I am dealing with. I'll tell you when I get some answers. ...Read More »
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215 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Sergio invited me for a BBQ and Lupita and the girls were there. Its was nice to see them. First BBQ since you left and even if I...Read More »
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216 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and I had an appointment in San Francisco I went alone. It was ok but while driving I do too much thinking. So many things...Read More »
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217 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its friday still down and thinking alot of you as usual. Starting a second year without you isn't going to be easy. Javier miss you...Read More »
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218 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well todays 1yr since you left and its been so hard today. Javier it dosen't get any better or easier. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!...Read More »
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219 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its been 1 yr. tomorror that you left. I will be at a 7am mass for you, that ache in my heart that never leaves me is stronger as tomorrow...Read More »
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220 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javuier, Nothing new to say still kind of down and lonely. Javier miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Love Joseph
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221 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went shopping with Lester and we got something to eat and brought it home. I was having problems with the main computer and worked...Read More »
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222 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and Morty and I went to your resting place and took you flowers. Now its in the evening I am alone trying to watch TV. Oh...Read More »
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223 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its friday and nothings changed still feeling kinda stressed about some things. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...Read More »
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224 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am so stressed lately and then next week it will be 1 year since you left. I still cannot believe it because it still hurts like its...Read More »
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225 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place, we took you some flowers and stayed and for awhile. I got to sit and do some thinking about whats...Read More »
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226 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Trying to get through the day sometimes its so hard, I am going through some things I am trying to ge through. Javier I miss you so so...Read More »
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227 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well today I woke up to find someone broke into the SUV and broke the windows on the side and stole my GPS. One of the last gifts you...Read More »
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228 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I went to your resting place with Morty today. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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229 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its saturday and its pretty lonely sometimes I can handle it and sometime not so well. I really don't know how to change things or maybe...Read More »
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230 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday and a start of a holiday weekend. I am here and ofcourse no plans. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...Read More »
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231 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. It never gets easy. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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232 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Quiet day but one of those days where I realized you really did leave. Javier i miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
...Read More »
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233 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Always on my mind. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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234 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another sunday but at least Lester came over and I got chicken and we watched a movie then he went home. Now I am trying to finish the day,...Read More »
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235 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. You know your mother and I are the main ones that go to your resting place often. I can tell...Read More »
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236 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week and starting another weekend. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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237 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today has been one of those days that I can't stop the memories and I guess I don't want to. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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238 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just got back from taking a ride around town, its so hot so I took Morty and even Goldie. You know Goldie at first she acted like I was...Read More »
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239 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day but I am been going through some things and I have been praying to God and you for help and I feel like maybe I am being helped....Read More »
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240 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, starting another week . What can I say Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Josephbe
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241 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place . Everytime I leave there Javier that ache in my stomach is stronger. Javier I miss you so so...Read More »
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242 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its saturday and I am here trying to watch TV, anything to try and make the time pass. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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243 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, its friday and I am sitting in the patio of this rented duplex with Morty and Goldie. On the laptop (yours) and at the patio table you...Read More »
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244 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Nothing much happening still kind of down. I try to keep busy. Sometimes I feel a little lost. But what can I say Javier I miss you so so...Read More »
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245 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Kind of a bad day one of those down days. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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246 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another week. Today Cecilia and Jennifer came over. First time to the duplex. We had a nice talk. Javier I miss you so so much!...Read More »
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247 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, starting another week things aren't getting any easier. Just bearable. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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248 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I mentioned yesterday I was really feeling lonely for you. It seemed unbearable, that feeling wouldn't leave me. I didn't want to be alone...Read More »
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249 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today is saturday and Lester got off early and came and mowed my front yard its rather large. Anyway I took him home and on the way back I...Read More »
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250 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Last night I dreamed practically all night about you. I dream of you often but last night was a little different. I woke up thinking that...Read More »
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251 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. Again all the way home the tears wouldn't stop. Sometimes really most of time this is the...Read More »
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252 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Trying to keep busy but sometimes the days seem so long. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love...Read More »
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253 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its tuesday today I helped Lester with the last papers for his divorce today. It will be final Jan 1st. I know you wanted to help him with...Read More »
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254 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Went to your resting place and while I was there your mother and Gilbert came. We had a nice talk, ofcourse your mother and I told each...Read More »
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255 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its another saturday night and I am so lonely for your presence. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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256 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Went to your resting place today with Morty. Its still so hard. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Love Joseph
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257 of 581 | Posted by: Joseph Duran
“Javier, I have been busy today. Our big TV went out and it cost me $400. to get it fixed. Javier nothing seems to be going right lately. Without...Read More »
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258 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am sitting here looking at your picture and it still hurts like it was yesterday. I know I will never get over you leaving. I can never...Read More »
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259 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just got off the phone with Sergio we had a nice long talk. Of course we talked about being without you and how much we are hurting. Oh...Read More »
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260 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“javier, its saturday and I am still getting all our things moved, I had to rent a Uhaul truck for the things the movers left and the outside stuff. ...Read More »
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261 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still trying to get everything settled with this move. Hopefully tomorrow Lester will help me with the outside stuff and some thing the...Read More »
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262 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I moved into the duplex I rented. I am so tired even if I had professiona movers I did a lot of moving too. And I still have things...Read More »
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263 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I have been back and forth to the duplex taking what I can. I did hire a moving company to move all the big things and they...Read More »
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264 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Been busy today I started taking things to the duplex I rented. Lester helped me some but sometimes he is not serious. Moving is a lot of...Read More »
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265 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I rented a duplex to live in untill I buy a house. I have an offer on one if accepted it will take a month or month in a half before...Read More »
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266 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to eat with Lester, it was nice to have company. I get so tired of eating alone. I miss not having you to go out to eat with...Read More »
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267 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, As usual you are so much on my mind. Right now I am trying to make some changes in the hopes it will help me move forward. Without you its...Read More »
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268 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. There was some young mexican guys visiting another site and they were doing one of your...Read More »
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269 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another blue monday. What can I say. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!
Love Joseph
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270 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, This morning I just had to go to your resting place even if I was there yesterday. I just felt a need so Morty and I went there and stayed...Read More »
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271 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today and took you flowers. It makes me proud that you have your new headstone. I am sorry it took...Read More »
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272 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Ending another week and starting a new weekend. I guess I am getting somewhat use to being alone, but the loneliness I feel for you I will...Read More »
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273 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, another quiet day. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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274 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Just here wishing you were here. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
”
275 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today the office for resting place called and they installed your head stone. I went to see it and take you flowers. It came out very nice I...Read More »
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276 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I can't believe I am starting another week without you. I miss not seeing you or talking with you. I have so much to say but nobody to really...Read More »
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277 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today I took down all the things I had brought you because next week they are going to install your...Read More »
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278 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Gilbert called me we talked about your resting place head stone. Yesterday I payed $165. for it to be installed but Gilbert said he...Read More »
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279 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday end of another week and a start of another weekend. Everyday seems to just blend into each other. Oh today your resting place...Read More »
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280 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am doing a lot of thinking of changes I need to make. to help me survive this horrible ordeal without you. Most people say time heals heal...Read More »
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281 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today we took your 4th of July decorations away and we brought you fresh flowers. Javier another day...Read More »
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282 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, What can I say its tuesday and I am lonely for your presence. Javier I miss you more than anyone can realize. I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!...Read More »
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283 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its monday and its an especially down day for me as usual I know whats new with me huh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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284 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday the 4th of July. I just went to the flea market with Lester. And I am spending the rest of the day home. I was thinking of the BBQ...Read More »
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285 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I and Lester went to your resting place again today. I wanted to take another 4th of July flag and flowers for you. After Lester...Read More »
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286 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. I took you that flower pot with the red white and blue carnations and the american flags. I...Read More »
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287 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went with Lester to court for his divorce and he got it. I am glad I got to help him. Remember you always was going to be the one who...Read More »
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288 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to you resting place today we stayed awhile. Its still hard when I see the picture of you there I know thats never going to...Read More »
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289 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Just an ok day. I had a Dr. appointment today and also I dropped of some papers at the lawyers. You know the lawyer we used before for our...Read More »
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290 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its monday and as usual thinking of you constantly. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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291 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and today Lester came over helped me with something on the computer and to look at the lap top, something is wrong with the lap...Read More »
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292 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its saturday night and I am trying to watch TV and do some reading. I have 5 books that I am going back and forth reading. Remember how...Read More »
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293 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another friday and another weekend, everyday seems the same. I miss not talking to you, their are so many things I need to discuss with you....Read More »
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294 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Lester invited me to his complex to go swimming but I refused because every time I was there it was with you. And last summer when you...Read More »
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295 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to your resting place with Morty ofcourse. Meet your mother there I called her so I could give her a gift that Yolanda sent her...Read More »
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296 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I was looking at your picture I had put on this site. I remember when you took that picture and I still have the clothes you wore. I can...Read More »
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297 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, A quiet monday and starting another week without you. Sergio called and had a nice talk with him. Anyway Javier I miss you so so much!!
Love...Read More »
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298 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today is sunday and its fathers day. I went to your resting place. Then I was invited to have dinner with your mother Gilbert and Sergio and...Read More »
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299 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today we stayed awhile and I trimmed the grass. Your area looks better than the others. And you will...Read More »
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300 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its Friday and I am sitting here and not looking forward to another weekend without you. Javier I still cannot believe you left, I sit here...Read More »
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301 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another Wednesday without you, Morty and Goldie and I are here wishing you were here. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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302 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“im so sorry i havent wrote you tio its been a while its still hard looking at your picture when it pops up i get really weak. i miss talking with you...Read More »
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303 of 581 | Posted by: guadalupe mendoza - sacramento, CA
“Javier, Nothing changing my feelings for you they remain the same. I still don't have much ambitions for the future, still taking things day by day....Read More »
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304 of 581 | Posted by: joseph Duran - partner
“Javier, Well last night Lester came over to help me with something with the computer and then he wanted to go to the movies. That was 10:30 pm, we...Read More »
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305 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays saturday and Morty and I went to your resting place to take you flowers and I always trim the grass so your resting place looks good...Read More »
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306 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I tryed to go to your resting place today but there was a big service with a lot of people so we had to leave. We'll try tomorrow....Read More »
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307 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not much happening but I am kind of down today. Not a good day .One of those days I feel very lonely and I just can't get out of that mood....Read More »
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308 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just finished giving Morty a haircut he is such a good dog just like Goldie. They both love their haircuts and grooming. When I finished I...Read More »
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309 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am writing late because I spent the better part of the evening cutting Goldie's hair, you know her shes all hair. But its getting warm so I...Read More »
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310 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to your resting place with Morty, we stayed a long time but I also visited my father for a little while. You know Javier its so...Read More »
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311 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and refreshed your flowers . Its saturday but everyday seems the same. I am going to try and...Read More »
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312 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, This morning I was dreaming that you and I all of a sudden we noticed that you were doing better you were gaining your wt. back your color...Read More »
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313 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today it was Lesters birthday like I mentioned yesterday. I gave him a present and took him to the show. I reminded him that this is the...Read More »
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314 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Tomorrow is Lesters birthday and it will be the first in 4 years that you and I won't be celebrating with him. i did buy him a gift and a...Read More »
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315 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Quiet wednesday but missing you never stop. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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316 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Lester helped me clean your other fish tank today. You would be so proud at how both your tanks look. Oh Javier it hurts me so so much that...Read More »
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317 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I woke up this morning and I had to go to your resting place. So me and you know who Morty went and we took you flowers and stayed there for...Read More »
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318 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Lester came over after work to help me clean your fish tank in the family room and I brought 5 more fish. Tomorrow he is going to help...Read More »
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319 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I and Lester went to the pet store they had a sale on fish. I bought 5 fish for your fish tank in the family room. Javier the...Read More »
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320 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Went to your resting place today and it hurts more than ever. Javier I miss you so so!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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321 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not doing much I am still having a little problem with my back. But its getting better. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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322 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am sorry I didn't write you yesterday. My back went out and I took my pain med and slept alot, I woke up at about 4am and the first thing I...Read More »
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323 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, A quiet sunday and I'm wishing you were here. I miss our many quiet sundays home watching TV and eating the many quick dishes you always...Read More »
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324 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and took you flowers and stayed with you for awhile. Then I took Morty for a ride. And then we...Read More »
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325 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday so I am ending another week and starting another weekend. Not to much happening but as usual your always on my mind. Javier I miss...Read More »
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326 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still working on your momument for your resting place. I am trying to give you a special one just like you. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!...Read More »
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327 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have be designing a momument for your resting place. Your Mother and Gilbert and Sergio wants to be a part of it. Your Mother and Gilbert...Read More »
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328 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am sitting here looking at the fireplace and I can almost see you designing it and putting it all together. You were so proud of your work...Read More »
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329 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another quiet sunday and thinking good things about you and wishing I could share my thoughts and feelings with you, one of the many many...Read More »
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330 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I went to SF today for my appt. I went by myself. IT was quiet and all I did was think of you. Especially on the way back my eyes were wet...Read More »
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331 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another friday and I miss you more than ever. Miss you so!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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332 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just came home I took Cecilia and Jennifer to dinner. I enjoyed the company very much! We went to one of the resturants we use to go to all...Read More »
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333 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Trying to get through the day but each day is getting harder and harder. Sometimes I don't understand what we did for all this to happen. We...Read More »
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334 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another week without you here for your company, your comforting, your companionship and your humor and your all around presence. Oh...Read More »
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335 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to take my mother flowers for mothers day and of course we took you flowers too! Last night our friend Nelson stopped by and...Read More »
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336 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and we saw your Mother and Gilbert there. We talked for awhile and then they left and we stayed...Read More »
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337 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday and I am ending a hard week and starting a hard weekend without you. Javier I miss you so so much!
Love Joseph
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338 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I was feeding your fish and doing some extra remembering of you. I remember one of the last notes you wrote me was how to feed your fish...Read More »
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339 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Your never far from my mind or my heart. Morty and Goldie and I wish you were here. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph
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340 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well I had such a bad night I couldn't sleep. Usually when I feel so bad I can calm myself so I can handle my feelings. But last night I...Read More »
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341 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Jaavier, Well today Lester came by for a little while after work and then Morty and I took him home. Then I dropped off Morty and I went grocery...Read More »
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342 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I haven't been out or seen anyone for about 3 days. But today is my fathers birthday so Morty and I took him flowers at his...Read More »
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343 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and I have been home all day. I know I could go out and do pretty much what I want but I just don't have the motivation to do...Read More »
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344 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place and took you some flowers from our yard. Javier I can't say this enough I still cannot believe your...Read More »
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345 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Quiet day I just finished eating and its still kind of hard to eat alone everyday. Sometimes I kinda of forget its time to eat until my...Read More »
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346 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day and as usual I sit here and do a lot of thinking about so many things. Like how everthing can change from one day to another ,...Read More »
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347 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not much to say except I miss your more than yesterday. Miss you so so much!
Love Joseph
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348 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Hey tio i miss u alot .it would of been ur bday 2day istill feel u next 2 me by writing u i really feel like im tlkin 2 u. lol it made me smile wen i...Read More »
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349 of 581 | Posted by: guadalupe - sacramento, CA
“Javier, Oh its your birthday today. Morty and I took some birthday things to your resting place on sunday. Then today I was at church at 6:30am for...Read More »
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350 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place again today and we took some things for your birthday tomorrow. I will be at your mass tomorrow with...Read More »
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351 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place for awhile. Then I took him home and went to buy some things for your birthday. Lester wanted me...Read More »
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352 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its Friday again and I am here thinking about you. I just don't feel like doing much. Some days are worse than others. Javier I miss you so...Read More »
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353 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still feeling the same but I helped Lester fill out his divorce papers all afternoon, still not done so many forms. Now I am home and i am...Read More »
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354 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Some days are harder than others, today I am so down. I wish I had you to talk to. I need to change some things so I can carry on. One thing...Read More »
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355 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Stayed in it rained all day. Nothing really happening with me. Still missing more than ever. MISS YOU!
Love Joseph
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356 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another hard week without you. I tried to keep busy today I worked in the yard for a little while. I trimmed your lemon tree. Javier...Read More »
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357 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another sunday. Morty and I went to your resting place and took you some roses from our yard, we stayed awhile, I also trimmed your lemon...Read More »
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358 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and nothing much happening. Daniel came over and mowed our lawn and had dinner with me. Javier I miss you so so much sometime it...Read More »
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359 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its friday again and I made it through the week. Today Cecilia and Jennifer came over with lunch and Lester came over too. So I had a...Read More »
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360 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just go home I gave Lester and his mom a ride to San Francisco airport so his grandma could catch a plane back to Guatamala. It was a long...Read More »
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361 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, You know I dream of you often and usually when I do we are out and about doing fun things or at places we have been. But last night I had a...Read More »
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362 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Sergio called and we had a nice talk. I had woke up feeling kind of down and lonely and we talked alot about you. He also assured me...Read More »
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363 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I wanted to go to your resting place today but it was rainning so hard and windy, so I plan to go as soon as its a nice day....Read More »
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364 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Cousin, friend, brother... I miss you. I think of you often. I got a little sad in Easter weekend. We were at a party and I just started thinking of...Read More »
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365 of 581 | Posted by: Emma Greene - Houston, TX
“Javier, Sitting here missing you, its saturday and it seems that everyone is doing something like Sergio and Cecilia are in LA and Lester and his...Read More »
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366 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Somehow I made it through another week . The only high light today was that Lester came over and washed our bikes and we went for a little...Read More »
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367 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day. Cecilia and Jennifer came over and we had a nice visit. Thats my day Javier. Javier I miss you so so much!
Love Joseph
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368 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still trying to keep busy but nothing is getting easier. I think of you almost every minute I am awake and your in most of my dreams. I miss...Read More »
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369 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went out to give Lester a ride home from work and on the way home I was noticing how bright the sun was and such a clear day. And I...Read More »
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370 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Oh Javier I woke up this morning missing you so much. If it wasn't for our dogs I wouldn't of got up. I had this depressed feeling all day a...Read More »
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371 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays Easter the first Easter in 17 years we haven't spent together . I feel extra lonely but then I started to feel quilty and selfish for...Read More »
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372 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday night and not much happening but I am trying to keep myself busy. Sometimes I can almost tolerate being alone most of the time....Read More »
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373 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its Friday and I am starting another long weekend. I had a nice talk with Cecilia today, alot about you. I feel much better when I have a...Read More »
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374 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am sitting here in the family room and watching TV and remembering when we bought the TV. And how we enjoyed watching TV on a 65inch TV. We...Read More »
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375 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I dream of you so often. I guess its because your on my mind first think in the morning and during the day and before I go to sleep at night....Read More »
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376 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am trying to keep busy but even If I am busy you are never far from my mind or my heart. Javier I miss you so so much.
Love Joseph
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377 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another quiet Monday I spent a lot of time still going through a lot of our stuff. Putting a lot in boxes and throwing things away. I can't...Read More »
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378 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Quiet sunday but Morty and I went to your resting place again today. When I came on your site I usually can't look at your picture for too...Read More »
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379 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still feeling down but Morty and I went to your resting place today. We stayed there for awhile but Javier things are still hard. I miss not...Read More »
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380 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am sorry that I didn't write you yesterday. I was so bumed out and depresssed, I didn't think that cleaning out your closet and packing...Read More »
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381 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I started spring cleaning as I do every year. I started with your closet, when you left I put your two large closets in one. So I started to...Read More »
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382 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Cecilia and Jennifer stopped by for a few minutes. Also was invited by Lesters Mom over for dinner and cake for her mothers birthday....Read More »
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383 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I didn't write you yesterday I took Lester and Daniel to San Frasncisco I treated them to dinner and a show. I got back about midnight and...Read More »
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384 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here looking at your picture and still cannot believe you are not here with Me Morty and Goldie. Starting another hard weekend. I do...Read More »
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385 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Cecilia and Jennifer just stopped by and we had a nice conversation of course you are always in any of my conversations. She gave me...Read More »
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386 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not much to say except I am always thinking off you and doing a lot of remembering. Javier I miss you so so much!
Love Joseph
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387 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I didn't sleep well last night I was there doing a lot of remembering. I was thinking so many things about you. Today I worked in the garage...Read More »
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388 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another fairly nice day and I was sitting here in the family room with the sliding door open and looking out at the patio. I was remembering...Read More »
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389 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today was such a nice day Morty and I went to your resting place and took you some flowers from our yard. We spent a little time there doing...Read More »
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390 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Watching TV. Lester was here earlier we went to some second hand stores you know he is always looking for parts for his computers. Anyway he...Read More »
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391 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here on another rainey day, can't believe its a start of another weekend. Here in the family room trying to watch TV but remembering...Read More »
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392 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just got home I invited Cecelia and Daniel and Jennifer to dinner. We had a nice dinner and a nice talk. We did alot of talk about you and...Read More »
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393 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, just relaxing doing a lot of thinging and remembering, seems I do alot of that. I guess there is a lot to remember in 17 years. What can I...Read More »
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394 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well today Cecilia came by and left Daniel here so he could mow our front lawn. He also had dinner with me, and watched TV with me for awhile...Read More »
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395 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place to take you a rose with a vase. Always when I visit there it makes me so sad but today it was...Read More »
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396 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here watching the Academy Awards and remembering all the times we sat on a sunday night watching programs like this. Last night...Read More »
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397 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its friday somehow I made it through another week, Javier sometimes I think I am not going to make it. But here I am somewhat lonely and...Read More »
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398 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have been starting to go through a lot of the pictures we have. I had wanted to put together pictures of you in albums so some day I can...Read More »
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399 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another quiet rainey day. So just sitting here with Morty and Goldie. I am reading, reading is about the only thing that I can totally focus...Read More »
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400 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I just finished watching the film Avatar, Lester burned the DVD for me. I was watching the movie by myself and could't help but remembering...Read More »
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401 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sergio and Daniel came over this afternoon and we had a nice visit. I haven't seen Sergio in awhile. I know he has been having trouble with...Read More »
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402 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place and we stayed for awhile, I find myself sharing all my feeling with you while I am there.. Then...Read More »
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403 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and I am doing things around the house trying to keep busy. I see so many things that I need your help with. I see something...Read More »
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404 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have been telling you how I dream of you practically every night, also my mother has been there. And last night my father and shadow was in...Read More »
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405 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today was a little better but last night my dreams was not only about you but my mother too! Javier I am trying my best to get myself...Read More »
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406 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I seemed to have had a bad night, awake off and on all through the night, so many memories of you. Javier you know you are constantly on my...Read More »
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407 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I went to the doctor this morning for my 4 month check up. Anyway the rest of the day was quiet and rainy . The kind of day we use to stay in...Read More »
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408 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, This afternoon Lester came over and had dinner with me then I took him to have his taxes done. While he was in the office I took Morty for a...Read More »
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409 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday and I was planning to go to your resting place today but its been raining all day so I stayed in. I 'm sitting here in the family...Read More »
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410 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and eariler I was trying to watch TV with Morty at my side and Goldie asleep by the fire place. Then a commerical came on from...Read More »
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411 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its friday and another start of a long weekend. I was remembering weekends we spent doing things or doing nothing just hanging out. I realize...Read More »
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412 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Quiet day just me Morty and Goldie but as usual most of my time is thinking of you. Javier I am not sure what to do each day I just go...Read More »
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413 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still going through our papers, sorting out what I should keep and what to throw away. When something happens to me, I don't thilnk anyone...Read More »
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414 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well Lester came over this afternoon and had lunch with me and watched a movie. So I had a little company today. This evening I worked on...Read More »
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415 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went back to your resting place today, we were there yesterday but I felt like going back today, Lester went too. You know how I...Read More »
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416 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its Valentines Day . Morty and I went to your resting place to take you our gifts for you. You know I haven't missed a Valentines day in 17...Read More »
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417 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I went to my appointment in San Francisco today . Lester watched Morty and Goldie stayed home. Cecilia let Daniel go with me so I wouldn't...Read More »
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418 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well another day but at least Lester came over after work, he got off eariy. This afternoon we watched a movie and had pizza. It was nice to...Read More »
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419 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I feel a little better today, I did a little shopping today and gave Lester a ride home. I just got off the phone with Cecilia we had a nice...Read More »
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420 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I spent a quiet day, just stayed in and did alot of thinking and remembering. And trying to figure how to survive alone. I have never been so...Read More »
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421 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Lester came over today and he wanted to play some music that he knew you would like. So he played the music, Mexican songs. And yes I knew...Read More »
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422 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place again today, Lester wanted to go and take his grandmother. Also today I had a notary come over to...Read More »
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423 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I just came from your resting place. You know Javier that as soon as I get close the tears start and by the time I get there it...Read More »
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424 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I expected a lonely saturday but Lesters Mom asked if some guy could put new brakes on her van in our garage, you know they can't do that at...Read More »
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425 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, awhile ago I was cleaning the kitchen and I was doing the stove and I started thinking and remembering you at the stove. And remembering all...Read More »
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426 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“javier, Nothing much happening, I'm just trying to watch TV but it seems like every program deals with sickness or pain or some kind of loss. So most...Read More »
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427 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Here using your laptop and remembering you sitting in your chair and onlline. I can still see how you enjoyed it. Now mostly I use your...Read More »
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428 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well Cecilia and Daniel came by for awhile, had a nice talk. She also updated me on Lupita and the girls. All I can say javier you would be...Read More »
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429 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I was looking at the TV and remembering when we bought it, how excited we were at having a 65" TV in our family room and how many pleasurable...Read More »
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430 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Here trying to read a new book but also remembering sundays that you and I did nothing but relax. You watching TV and me reading, sometimes...Read More »
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431 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday afternoon I am here with our Morty and Goldie and I'm trying to get interested in TV but doing a lot of remembering of you....Read More »
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432 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I spent most of the evening cutting Morty's and Goldie's hair, they are so good you know how they are. Oh Javier the first thing in the...Read More »
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433 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Feeling about the same . Anyway Lester came over for awhile this afternoon. Its nice to have company but when they leave for some reason I...Read More »
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434 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not much going on except I am still having problems with my back and taking pain med for that. Combined with the pain and my depression I...Read More »
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435 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Starting another week but my back went out on me, you know that happens to me every once in awhile. Being in pain and not having you here to...Read More »
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436 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place. I just cannot believe that is the last place we were together but that is one of the reasons I...Read More »
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437 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not much happening just sitting here on saturday night with Morty anf Goldie. Wishing you were with us! Miss you so so much!
Love Joseph
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438 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Some how I got through another week without you. I was sitting here remembering so many things and letting the tears fall, Javier I do this...Read More »
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439 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, The last few days have still been cold and rainey but I needed to stop at your resting place., even if it makes me so much sadder. It was...Read More »
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440 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I was just feeding your fish and I was remembering how you enjoyed looking at all the different fish in your tanks. I remember just about...Read More »
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441 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I am feeling better today and I finally got some company today. Lester didn't have to work today so he spent the morning and early afternoon...Read More »
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442 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Still have a cold and I haven't been out all weekend, mostly because of the rain and cold wheather. But I had to get out for a little bit so...Read More »
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443 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its sunday Morty and I were going to visit your resting place but Its cold and rainey and I have a cold or something so I decided to stay in....Read More »
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444 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Not feeling well maybe the flu or a cold. So I stayed in all day, I probably would of anyway. Well Javier not much to say except life without...Read More »
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445 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its another weekend coming up, my days seem to drag but for some reason the weekend comes fast. I know it dosen't make sense. Anyway I...Read More »
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446 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I can't seem to start any kind of life without you here. Missing you seems to take all my energy. All my plans, hopes and dreams seem to have...Read More »
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447 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I was cleaning and I was looking at your chair. The imprint of your head is still in the leather of the top of the chair. I can almost see...Read More »
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448 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Here watching TV and everything I see reminds me of you. I miss relaxing with you and watching the many programs we liked. I can't...Read More »
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449 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I and Lester went to your resting place. Its always so hard for me but I feel I need to be there. Javier I didn't tell you...Read More »
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450 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well I got through another lonely weekend. I am still going through things in the store room, trying to get it back to a bedroom again....Read More »
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451 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Oh Javier its another lonely weekend without you, just Morty and Goldie and me. I am trying to keep somewhat busy around the house. But your...Read More »
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452 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I started to clean the store room I made more space in the garage to put a lot the merchandise we have left. Also I found a lot of...Read More »
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453 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I went to do some business with Cecilia and then she took me to lunch since we had to give Lester a ride home from work she also...Read More »
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454 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Feel better today but I haven't been out of the house since Monday. Anyway Lupita's boyfriend isn't staying at our house. After thinking...Read More »
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455 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Stayed in today not feeling to well. Things getting harder each day not easier without you. Miss you so so much.
Love Joseph
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456 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. I took down all the Christmas decorations. I also took you a picture with praying hands. As...Read More »
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457 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Just got back from Sacramento. Lupita's boyfriend called me and asked if I could do him a favor, he asked me if I would pick him up and if he...Read More »
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458 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Its saturday and as usual I am alone and doing a lot of remembering. I was remembering the saturdays we went out to dinner or for a drink or...Read More »
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459 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Oh Javier its the first day of the new year and your not here to start it with me. Just how am I suppose to start new. Javier in my mind I...Read More »
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460 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well its New Years Eve. Today Morty and I went to your resting place and took you a green champagne glass with floweres in it and I put your...Read More »
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461 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Trying to keep busy today, I went grocery shopping. I found your receipe for chicken adobe so I am going to try and make it tomorrow. I may...Read More »
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462 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Just another quiet day only went out to give Lester a ride home from work, of course Morty went with me. Still can't listen to the radio in...Read More »
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463 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Sitting here with Morty right next to me and remembering how you rescured him. At the time I wasn't to sure if I wanted another animal,...Read More »
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464 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I have been home all day, It seems not worth it to get myself together today. I have been remembering the times on cold days we would stay in...Read More »
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465 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier somehow I got through christmas, I cannot tell you how hard it was without you. You were on my mind the whole time. I found myself when people...Read More »
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466 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier todays christmas, Morty and I went to your resting place and took you a picture that I took of you last christmas and we stayed for an hour or...Read More »
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467 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier its Christmas eve and I am sitting here alone with Morty and Goldie. I am remembering last christmas eve, you were so strong and appeared...Read More »
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468 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Last night when everyone was here we shared so many memories of you and missing you so much. For me thinking of you and missing you is a...Read More »
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469 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, We had christmas dinner today, like before Sergio has to work the holiday so we celebrated christmas today and we exchanged gifts. Javier we...Read More »
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470 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I was kind of busy today, Gladys (Lesters mom) came by and bought some of our merchandise. I really didn't know how much to charge because...Read More »
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471 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today Morty and I went to your resting place, we took you 2 more ornaments. They were little dogs with Morty and Goldie's name on them....Read More »
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472 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier Today our friend Lester came over after work and spent the afternoon and evening with me . He had dinner with me and we watched a movie. It...Read More »
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473 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, This evening I forced myself to do a little more christmas shopping. I think you would be satisfied at the things I bought for your family....Read More »
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474 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I went with Lester today to the fish store that we always use to go to, where we brought most of the fish for your tanks and the owner was...Read More »
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475 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, This afternoon Morty and I and Lester went to your resting place today. I wanted to leave you a christmas card with a special message inside...Read More »
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476 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I have been meaning to go to your resting place but its been so cold and rainey. You know I like to take Morty but he will get all muddy. But...Read More »
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477 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier sitting here alone except for our Morty and Goldie my constant companions. Anyway I am here watching Judge Judy and all of a sudden as usual...Read More »
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478 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier its sunday afternoon I am sitting here trying to concentrate on TV but its really raining hard outside and its cold. It made me start...Read More »
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479 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier tonight I was driving home from the store and I was looking at all the Christmas lights at the different houses and I was remembering all the...Read More »
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480 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I am here writing some christmas cards and wishing I was writing one to you. This is suppose to be a happy season ????????? Missing you.
Love...Read More »
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481 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier another day , well I did go do a little christmas. shopping. And as I looked at all the things in the stores, I saw so many cool things that I...Read More »
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482 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier Morty and I and Lester took a christmas tree and some small presents to your resting place today. Javier I hope you know how much I am hurting...Read More »
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483 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I put more christmas decorations up but its just no fun without you here. I put your christmas stocking up I decided that yours is the only...Read More »
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484 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I put up our christmas tree today with only Morty and Goldie to watch me. I was remembering all the times we put up our tree and also I was...Read More »
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485 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I went to your resting place with Morty today we took you some of those small red berries from our back yard. I put them in a vase. This week...Read More »
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486 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier Morty Goldie and I are sitting here on a saturday nite we are so so lonely without you to keep us company and make us feel safe and...Read More »
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487 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier its friday and a start of another weekend without you. Thinking of you always and in everything I do. I ask God every day WHY????????? People...Read More »
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488 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier Morty and I visited your resting place again today. I wanted to change the lights I put there. I changed the ones i took from the back yard...Read More »
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489 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I was looking through some pictures and I found one of you and Shadow. You were smiling happy and holding Shadow, I made a copy found a frame...Read More »
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490 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier
Still unbearable without you.! Miss you more each day! Still lonely for you! Still trying to continue some kind of life!
Love Joseph
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491 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier not much to say today , I couldn't sleep last night then today I didn't want to get up. i have been more depressed today. If it wasn't for the...Read More »
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492 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I went to your resting place with Morty today, we stayed about 2 hours or so. I took you one of your favorite sm. cactus plants that you...Read More »
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493 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Saturaday started out as another lonely day, but Lester came over after work and he wanted to download some music on our computer. I said ok,...Read More »
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494 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well the holiday is over and somehow I made it without you. Now I am back to our quiet lonely house, me morty and goldie, also a start of...Read More »
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495 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier today is actually Thanksgiving and Lester his mother and sister and grandmother who just came from Guatamala came and had another dinner with...Read More »
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496 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Well we had Thanksgiving dinner today with all your family including Lupita and the girls. I remember last year you were hoping and waiting...Read More »
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497 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I went to your resting place today to take your Thanksgiving flowers. Oh Javier I hope I can make it through tomorrow with everyone here for...Read More »
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498 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I was talking with Cecilia about Thanksgiving, like last year we are celebrating on Weds because Sergio works thursday. I said...Read More »
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499 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Morty and I went to your resting place today to finish somemore work on your cement block I took you yesterday. We stayed for quite some time. I am...Read More »
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500 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Oh Javier its 11 pm saturday night I am here petting Morty and thinking of you and missing you. You would be proud of our Morty he very rarely leaves...Read More »
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501 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I went to your resting place today I wanted to put a new cement block with your name on it. The old one I put before needed the letters...Read More »
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502 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I have been remembering how good of a partner you were, I always felt safe and secure and I knew together we could handle any problems life...Read More »
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503 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier its getting harder and harder and next week will be Thanksgiving I hope I can be strong . I don't think its ever going to get better. I will...Read More »
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504 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier You are the only one I can tell and the only one I felt who cared how I feel and who understood me, especially when I had a problem. Well...Read More »
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505 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier today Lester invited me to the movies, I wasn't going to go but he talked me into it. Anyway we went to Lodi cinema 12, you know the place we...Read More »
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506 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier today is 2 months since you left. Morty and I went again to your resting place, I took you your favorite soup cup with a handle and in it I...Read More »
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507 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier went to your resting place today I know that was the last place I was with you but I feel you more in my heart and at our home. MISS YOU.........Read More »
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508 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, I know you would be glad to know I went to lunch with your mother, Gilbert and Brad. I know you were always happy when everyone got along. I...Read More »
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509 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I had a busy day. I picked up Brad who flew in from Texas to drive our Van back to Texas. We visited your resting place. We also had dinner...Read More »
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510 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier still here thinking of you and missing you. Hope I can get through another night without you.
Love Joseph
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511 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier today cecilia gave me a picture of you and the twins, taken by alex just before you became ill. Javier you looked so handsome and happy, I was...Read More »
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512 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I went to your resting place today with Lester. I took you the statue of Jesus on the cross that my mother had painted, I know you would have...Read More »
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513 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Missing you with all my heart. Nothing is the same without you. Still cannot believe your not coming home or calling.
Love Joseph
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514 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I have been cleaning out the store room and I have been coming across so many things of yours that I haven't seen in a long time. Each thing...Read More »
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515 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I came across this Inspirational phrase "THERE ARE NO GOODBYES FOR ME WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART". This fits how I feel...Read More »
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516 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Always thinking of you, everything I do I do it with you in mind. But Javier I realize that this is the only way I can get through every day and...Read More »
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517 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Sitting here wishing you were here with me. Morty and Goldie. Javier I am trying my hardest to move on but I am not doing very well. At times I feel...Read More »
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518 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Oh Javier what can I say nothing seems
to change, thinking of you and missing you. What can I do........................
Joseph
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519 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Another lonely sunday night, trying to watch TV, trying to read just trying to fill the long days and nights. I can't say it enough Javier I miss you...Read More »
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520 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier today is Halloween and Morty and I went to your resting place and left a Halloween gift for you. At home I debated to weather to give out...Read More »
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521 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier things arn't getting any better my heart is feeling heavier and heavier as time goes by. My mind says go on Javier would want you to, but my...Read More »
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522 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier another empty day with out you . Morty Goldie and I are sitting here lonely as ever. Still can't believe your gone it dosen't seem real. I am...Read More »
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523 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I am going to try and go to sleep I hope I dream of you. Miss you as always.
Love Joseph
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524 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I had a dream last night it was so real. You know how we use to go out late at night to the store to get something sweet whatever we felt like...Read More »
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525 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I am trying to keep busy I have been changing the furniture around. I moved you recliner from the family room to the living room, I don't want...Read More »
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526 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier its after 4am I am trying to sleep but so many thoughts of you are going through my mind. I had to write to you, I was thinking how you use to...Read More »
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527 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I am sitting here in our family room by myself with Morty and Goldie trying to watch TV. But I keep looking at your recliner and wishing you...Read More »
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528 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Morty and I just came from your resting place we took you flowers from our yard and a garden light to shine at night, we stayed there for over an...Read More »
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529 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Oh Javier its not getting any better there's not too many things I want to do without you. I'm loosing interest in many things that we liked to do,...Read More »
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530 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“hey tio i had a dream of u last nite we were in da bak yard da last place i seen u n shadow n goldie were playin man i miss u so bad tio ive been...Read More »
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531 of 581 | Posted by: lupita mendoza - sacramento, CA
“I come on your online site and I see your picture and I feel like a knife is tearing at my heart. Oh every day seems worst instead of better, I can't...Read More »
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532 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Todays my birthday and I am missing hear you wish me a happy birthday first thing in the morning and later the card cake and present. BUT...Read More »
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533 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“im always gonna remember the last nite i spent with u tio,we wer in your backyard at ur house wher u helped raised me. we had da best conversation i...Read More »
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534 of 581 | Posted by: guadalupe mendoza - sacramento, CA
“javier I was reading the cards your co-workers had sent and they said things that I already new, like what good guy you are and a good worker and how...Read More »
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535 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“javier, Thinking of all our good times together and wishing we could have had many more.....................
Love Joseph
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536 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier so lonely for you today! I know you would want me to be strong and I am really trying. But I need to talk to you I miss not talking to you....Read More »
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537 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Can't stop thinking about you in everything I do. Miss you.
Love Joseph
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538 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Day after day Javier nothing changes except I miss you more.
Love Joseph
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539 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Missing you so much your always in my heart. Can't wait till we are together again.
Joseph
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540 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier you left me 1 month ago today and ofcourse I'm still having a hard time with you being gone. I think of you all the time and you are always on...Read More »
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541 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier tomorrow will be 1 month since you left us.........I miss you so much, I still wait for your call or for you to come home. It's not getting...Read More »
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542 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I was sitting here thinking of how you were so happy on your birthday last year with everyone celebrating with you. Also how no one could...Read More »
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543 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Today I took your favorite cactus plant from our yard to you. Oh Javier I miss you so much, missing you is like missing a hand or a arm. I...Read More »
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544 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier another saturday night without you I miss you so much. I tryed watching a movie but I cannot enjoy it without you here. You are so missed. I...Read More »
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545 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier I had to go to my appointment in San Francisco and I was driving alone I remember all the times we drove there with you singing along with the...Read More »
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546 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Dear Joseph, I never had the pleasure of meeting you but after reading your tributes, it comforts me to know, you and Javier shared in a wonderful...Read More »
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547 of 581 | Posted by: Tia Lolis - Chicago, IL
“Javi,
I can't help it to think about you every time I'm in my zumba class. It just comes to my head all those many times you and I dance and dance...Read More »
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548 of 581 | Posted by: Cousin Yoli
“JAVIER WE MISS YOU SO MUCH,YOU WERE ALWAYS SO MUCH FUN TO BE AROUND.YOU ENJOYED LIFE HERE WITH US,NOW YOU ARE ENJOYING ETERNITY IN HEAVEN WITH GOD...Read More »
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549 of 581 | Posted by: Brad Greene
“Javier another day without you is still UNBEARABLE.
Love Joseph
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550 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Dear Family, This is about the 4th time that I visit this site and I just didn't feel good enough to write because words are not enough to express...Read More »
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551 of 581 | Posted by: Cousin Yoli
“Javier, Today Sergio, cecilia and I were talking about what a smart and even tempered person you are. And those are only some of the reasons that we...Read More »
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553 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“hello memory this day that we pass it phenomenal the one that I take this picture was joe
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554 of 581 | Posted by: ricardo mendoza
“My heart goes out to the family of this wonderful man. I cherish the memories of the wonderful times of our childhood during my visits to Tampico. It...Read More »
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555 of 581 | Posted by: Lolis - Chicago, IL
“Javier, I've had a bad bad day today because I feel that part of me is missing and that part is you and also My heart is so heavey it hurts. I text...Read More »
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556 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“MISSING YOU I JUST CANNOT BELIEVE GOD TOOK YOU FROM ME. WITHOUT YOU I FEEL SO EMPTY AND LOST.
LOVE YOU FOREVER JOSEPH
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557 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another sad day. I tried to somewhat have a ok weekend but you are constantly on my mind and I miss you so much. I came back to a house but...Read More »
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558 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“the days pass and sometimes not yet can assimilate it but me you that your now these in a better place contaminating with your smile all that you are...Read More »
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559 of 581 | Posted by: ricardo mendoza
“javier son will always remember and God willing one day god allows me the happiness of go to visit although it is since your habitation I didn't have...Read More »
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560 of 581 | Posted by: javier mendoza
“Oh Javier it's early in the morning and I can't sleep I miss you so so much, Morty is right next to me it helps a little when I pet him. And I know...Read More »
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561 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, As usual I've had you on my mind all day and I have been thinking how you worried about my well being. I could always count on you when I...Read More »
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562 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, You were always a very good friend to me and my family and I will always miss your friendship... And we will always have you in our hearts.
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563 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Love for you keeps on going, today you had a nice mass and 9 days of rosary's. I know you would be so proud. All this but I miss you more...Read More »
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564 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“You were the one kept us togheter and you are the one will keep us togheter. You will be always in our hearts, we love you, we miss you very much.
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565 of 581 | Posted by: Cecilia Mendoza - Stockton, CA
“Javier, your constantly on my mind I miss you so much I cannot wait till we are together again.
Joseph
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566 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Another day without hearing your voice your laugh and also without seeing your handsome face. I miss you so much,I know you knew I would. I...Read More »
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567 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“It's 4AM and I am missing our late night talks. It'a so lonely here.
JD
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568 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Another day without you is unbearable, you are so so missed and loved. I know you knew how important you were to so many people especially to me.
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569 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Javier, Goldie, Morty and me love and miss you so much. You were the glue that held us together. We will wait for you to come for us.
Love You...Read More »
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570 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“The sadness invades our hearts to the knowledge that you have left, but now we know that these in a better place, where it doesn't exist the...Read More »
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571 of 581 | Posted by: Brandon Yarami Mendoza
“You were to me, more than a brother in law. You were my brother and I will always miss you. I hope we can see each other some day because I really...Read More »
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572 of 581 | Posted by: Cecilia - Stockton, CA
“Javier was lost on Sept. 15th. I feel so lost without him. He supported me and I supported him in lifes journey. Without Javier how can life go on as...Read More »
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573 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“DEAR UNCLE:
I WILL MISS YOU, MA OF WHAT YOU CAN IMAGINE
ALONE YOU THAT WHILE YOU LIVE IN OUR HEARTS YOUR YOU ACCOMPANIED US
I LOVE YOU AND YOU ARE...Read More »
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574 of 581 | Posted by: guadalupe yaolli
“you will always live in my heart
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575 of 581 | Posted by: aracely
“not yet I can resign to not having you to non listening to I didn't continue seeing that smile that conquered I will always remember I want
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576 of 581 | Posted by: ricardo mendoza
“ANOTHER SPECIAL CANDLE FOR A VERY SPECIAL PERSON WHOM IS MISSED MORE AND MORE EVERY DAY. WITHOUT HIM LIFE IS NOT WORTH ANYTHING TO ME ANYMORE.......
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577 of 581 | Posted by: joseph
“Javier is a special person who is loving and the best friend and partner of my life. I will miss him more than life it self. I wish that god will...Read More »
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578 of 581 | Posted by: joseph duran
“Missing you!
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579 of 581 | Posted by: Cecilia Mendoza
“We will miss you forever.
Love,
Cecilia
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580 of 581 | Posted by: Cecilia Mendoza - Stockton, CA
“I worked with Javier at the Record. He was a very nice person, always polite. I speak very little Spanish and he would speak to me in Spanish so to...Read More »
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581 of 581 | Posted by: celeste pascua - stockton, CA
Francisco Javier Mendoza, 46, was born in Tampico, Mexico on April 26, 1963 and passed away in French Camp, CA September 15, 2009. Mr. Mendoza lived in Stockton for many years and had worked for the Stockton Record for 7 years. He was the beloved son of Javier Mendoza and Tereza Chavez and step-son of Gilbert Huante. Loving brother of Sergio Mendoza (Cecelia) and Ricardo Mendoza (Araceli). Dear uncle of Alex, Jennifer, Lupita, Daniel, Yaolli, Brandon, Destiny, Allizay, Kailley and Emily. Loving cousin of Yolanda, Paola, Lorelli, Rebeka, Graciella and Albert. Loving Companion of 17 years, Joseph Duran. Nephew of Emma Guillermina, Juana, Laura and Ofelia Montes.
Family and friends are invited to attend a Rosary on Monday, September 21, 2009 at 6:00 p.m. at the DeYoung Memorial Chapel, 601 N. California St., Stockton, CA. A Mass of Christian Burial will be celebrated at St. Mary’s Church on Tuesday, September 22, 2009 at 9:30. a.mThere will be visitation at DeYoungs on Friday, 3:00 p.m. to 7:00 p.m., Saturday and Sunday, 9:00 a.m. to 5:00 p.m. and Monday, 9:00 a.m. to 6:00 p.m.
Burial will be at San Joaquin Catholic Cemetery.