If i had one wish......

"That we knew what really happened that night!!!?!??"

Life just isn't the same without you,I MISS YOU SO MUCH LIL SIS!!

Love you Carmz......

Little Sister, I Miss you So-So Much )!( ...the calendar marks 26mths and 5days and yet I still can't believe your really gone "/ I want to call you, I wish you could stop by and say " Hola Commando, watCha doing" ...what I would do to see and hear you again Sis )!( ...ii love you Car

i miss her so much i can not even bealive this happened that night, we had just tlked sat morning about her buying some make up, and too hear she had passed away was the most terrible nightmare i ever had, i still and will never forget when i met her and when we use to talk about everything, family,work, boyfriends etc, she was always smiling she nevered gave no one her back, we party use to party at lily's

i miss her so much i can not even bealive this happened that night, we had just tlked sat morning about her buying some make up, and too hear she had passed away was the most terrible nightmare i ever had, i still and will never forget when i met her and when we use to talk about everything, family,work, boyfriends etc, she was always smiling she nevered gave no one her back, we party use to party at lily's house eveyday we use to sleep together, eat together and talk all day. I miss her, i try not to cry when i talk about her but its impossible.

ii miss you so much little sister )!(

HAPPY B-DAY CARMS............I MISS YOU ..I LOVE YOU ....
SYL

Most of my memories of her are when she was little, at Braddock Dr. ,at her house , or at my house., but all when she was younger. I didn't see her too much as she got older. We lost touch for a while.
She was sweet, friendly cheerfull and helpfull. She was protective of my daughter and soo sweet. Really miss her.

)!( Carmen, a year already, I can't believe it and still so hard to accept it. A year without your smile, a year without your hugs, a year of not hearing your voice :'( we are missing you and remembering you so much, our Mariposa, not a day goes by that we don't say your name or remember you )!( ...until we see each-other again Sister, may you always know how much your Loved and Missed )!(

Dear
Lord 12 months ago you took our beautiful girl(butterfly) away from us.
12 months ago i got the sadest news Carmen was never coming back home to touch our hands, today Im seating here along in front of my computer thinking of you and that morning but from today on I am not going to think about that morning i am going to think about all the happynest and your smile your face and all those happy moments.therefore
I want to share

Dear
Lord 12 months ago you took our beautiful girl(butterfly) away from us.
12 months ago i got the sadest news Carmen was never coming back home to touch our hands, today Im seating here along in front of my computer thinking of you and that morning but from today on I am not going to think about that morning i am going to think about all the happynest and your smile your face and all those happy moments.therefore
I want to share this with all of you readers. Carmen wasnt just Carmen, Carmen was more than that she was a person who used to care for each one of us it doesnt matter if she was mad at us she was there to help you to give you a hand if you need it one even though she was upset because you did some thing to her Carmen was more than.
Please after you read this I want you to go to the beach just by your self or with a friend and talk to Carmen and tell her your sorry if you did something to her she is going to be there wit you believe me she will and when you feel the air of the Ocean thats her telling you is ok. open your arms and you will give you a hug she wont ever let go she will be there every where you go she will be in your in HEART.
Carmen baby i will make a Carne Asada and you are welcome to come and yes yes I will make Bean and rice, I miss you so much our BUTTER FLY Carms.

By Ernie

CARMZ....11 mos. 2 days without seeing you and hearing your voice...I MISS you so much,I don't have anyone to talk too anymore!!!! Who can I text and call ANYTIME ?? WHY YOU?? My heart is sad,angry to know that you are gone!!! WHY?WHY? It's hard to go on and be Happy and SMILE the way I use to...It's hard to accept you are not here to hang out at BBQ's, to hear you sing your Ramon Ayala and Chente,to hear

CARMZ....11 mos. 2 days without seeing you and hearing your voice...I MISS you so much,I don't have anyone to talk too anymore!!!! Who can I text and call ANYTIME ?? WHY YOU?? My heart is sad,angry to know that you are gone!!! WHY?WHY? It's hard to go on and be Happy and SMILE the way I use to...It's hard to accept you are not here to hang out at BBQ's, to hear you sing your Ramon Ayala and Chente,to hear your jokes but most of all your laughter and have YOU there at family gatherings , I want to rewind time and have you back,"WHY's" that's all I have?? !!! Going to LA and NOT seeing you there is very HARD. I feel you there at the bridge but I want to see you so bad,I LOVE you I didn't want you to go to HEAVEN I wanted you here with us . WHY your candle of life was cut so short? I'll NEVER know WHY!!!! WHY that had to happen to you?? WHY was it you?WHY were you destin to die that way???WHY did you have to go out that night?? WHY we NEVER got to say good-bye to you??? WHY I'll NEVER know what exactly happened that night?? WHY I'll NEVER know WHY you?? WHY MY SISTER?? WHY CARMEN?? Our family was destroyed MAY 24th,It will NEVER be the same without our Lil sister = ( Carmen....you will remain in my heart forever and I will mourn you for all eternity!!!! YOU sure are missed EVERYDAY!!!! Loving you your sister~ Marz

"WHY YOU" CARMEN.....I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!