Javier, Well Xmas all your family came to out house for dinner and to exchange presents. again only thing missing was you. I enjoyed having everyone here. thankyou .Javier your the reason everyone still looks for me. We all miss you so much.
Today is New Years eve and I am sitting here alone with no plans but its ok without you planning anything dosen't seem worth it. I cannot believe its going to be 2012 the third year without

Javier, Well Xmas all your family came to out house for dinner and to exchange presents. again only thing missing was you. I enjoyed having everyone here. thankyou .Javier your the reason everyone still looks for me. We all miss you so much.
Today is New Years eve and I am sitting here alone with no plans but its ok without you planning anything dosen't seem worth it. I cannot believe its going to be 2012 the third year without you. I have to stay strong but its still hard.
Javier I added a new member to our little family her name is Wendy she is so cute. She is part yorksire and shitzue. Morty just loves her and Goldie tolerates here.
Well missing you gets harder but I always feel you prescence. That is how I get through each day.
Love Joseph

Javier, Well its almost Christmas I can't believe another one without YOU!!!!
Oh Javier without you here life is such a struggle for me. But I know you would want me to move forward. I am just having a hard time doing so. I have to take things day by day or I am lost .
Love Joseph

Javier, Today is monday and Morty and I went to your resting place and we decorated it for christmas and changed your picture the other frame broken. We stayed awhile Javier it is still so so hard for me . Javier I can't help but miss you more and more as time goes by.
Love Joseph

Javier, Yesterday Lester and I went to your resting place. And then I added to the houseful with a cute little white dog I named her Wendy. She gets along so good with Morty and Goldie. Javier I am trying to keep the house from being so lonely without you and try to get through each day-sometimes it works and sometimes not. Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph

Javier, Last wednesday Morty and I went to your resting place to take you your Thanksgiving card and a picture cooking a turkey. Then friday everyone came to my house for Thanksgiving dinner including your Mom. They all brought the food but I set up tables and decorated for Thanksgiving. I enjoyed we talked about you and looked at past pictures of you. When Alex gave a prayer before we ate he talked about you in the prayer. Javier you

Javier, Last wednesday Morty and I went to your resting place to take you your Thanksgiving card and a picture cooking a turkey. Then friday everyone came to my house for Thanksgiving dinner including your Mom. They all brought the food but I set up tables and decorated for Thanksgiving. I enjoyed we talked about you and looked at past pictures of you. When Alex gave a prayer before we ate he talked about you in the prayer. Javier you will always be with me and I can see you made a impression on every one else and they will never forget you. Javier I miss you so so much it still hurts.
Love Joseph

Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. Sometimes Javier its so hard to go there but I can't stay away because the was the last place we were together. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph

Javier, Morty and I went to your resting place today. Thanksgiving is next week everyone is coming to my house so I am starting to get ready for it. I got to tell you its going to be hard but its better than being alone. Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph

Javier, Yesterday Morty and I went to your resting place we took you fresh flowers and cut the grass. Today its rainning I stayed in and feeling kind of down . Oh Javier I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love Joseph

Javier, Todays sunday so I will be starting another week. Last thursday Morty and I went to your resting place cut the grass and took all your Halloween stuff home. Also saturday was Cecilia's birthday but the celebrated it on friday and they invited me to participate. I had a good time with everyone. We mentioned you I am so grateful that they mention you. They still think of you often and miss you almost as much as I miss

Javier, Todays sunday so I will be starting another week. Last thursday Morty and I went to your resting place cut the grass and took all your Halloween stuff home. Also saturday was Cecilia's birthday but the celebrated it on friday and they invited me to participate. I had a good time with everyone. We mentioned you I am so grateful that they mention you. They still think of you often and miss you almost as much as I miss you. I also showed them a text that Yolanda sent me recently saying how much she thinks of you and misses you. Again Javier the hurt of missing you never goes away.
Love Joseph

Javier, Today is Halloween and I am remembering how much you enjoyed giving out candy and seeing all the kids in their costumes. Oh Javier how I wish you were here and enjoying Halloween. I miss you so so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Love JosephQB7TY