Death of a Spouse


My soulmate

I lost my soulmate 3 weeks and 2 days ago to Kidney Cancer. I don't know how to breathe without him. All I want to do crawl into a hole and stay there. I am still not believing this has happened; I mean we knew that it would happen eventually, but it was supposed to be years from now! How does one go on?


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I lost mu husband on September 6, 2009. We have been married for 23 years. My husband also had kidey cancer. He fought the horrible beast for almost 5 years. I also find it very hard to get up and move. I keep waiting for him to come through the door. He said it would happen eventually but I continued to believe that he could beat this and we would live a long live together. It is so hard to go on when I have lost part of me.