Death of a Spouse


life just left me

i recentlylossed my husband craig. he was only 56. he had liver problems. i feel lost and abondoned. we were married 31 years. my kids and family try to help.but i just want tobe left alone. i feel bad if i laugh at something someone said. there is decisions that need to be made.i cant focus right now to make them. i feel like my life just left me and it will never get it back.widow as and is a name idont want.