Mrs. Beverly Jane Dunlap

HAPPY NEW YEAR MOM!! HAPPY 2012!!! This is the 3rd New Year's I can only hold on to memories we spent together. Having all our hor'dovs and cookies we made, and candy, While watching the ball drop. While we both couldn't stand the fact we had to go back to school and work. But at least we had plenty of cookies we baked together to snack on at night for weeks after school and work. We would spend days on

HAPPY NEW YEAR MOM!! HAPPY 2012!!! This is the 3rd New Year's I can only hold on to memories we spent together. Having all our hor'dovs and cookies we made, and candy, While watching the ball drop. While we both couldn't stand the fact we had to go back to school and work. But at least we had plenty of cookies we baked together to snack on at night for weeks after school and work. We would spend days on Christmas vaction baking about 12 different kids of cookies if not more. I miss those days us challenging ourselves how many different cookies can we make in a day and still eat them while making more. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH! MOM!
Love, Kat

MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM!!! This is the 3rd Christmas Grandma, Pop, Aunt Babe, and the whole family gets to spend with you up in Heaven. I wish we could have spent it with you instead, you with the grandkids, and all of us together. You know if you could still be here I would still continue to take care of you everyday like I did before. Just because I'm sick now you know I would always put you first and help

MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM!!! This is the 3rd Christmas Grandma, Pop, Aunt Babe, and the whole family gets to spend with you up in Heaven. I wish we could have spent it with you instead, you with the grandkids, and all of us together. You know if you could still be here I would still continue to take care of you everyday like I did before. Just because I'm sick now you know I would always put you first and help with all of you're needs because you mean the world to me. You are my world and being without you is so unbearable. I don't know how to deal with this pain except by ignoring it and stuffing it down. I always talk about you everyday as if you're still here even though my head knows you're not, but my heart can't accept and will not believe it. I love and miss you so very much. MERRY CHRISTMAS MOM!!
Love, Kat

MERRY CHRISTMAS! EVE! MOM! I wish I could just hug you one more time. See you smile, hear you laugh, hear all you're stories from when you were growing up, and be able to tell you one more time how very much I love you and how you mean everthing to me. This is the 3rd Christmas without you and it still feels like the first. I'm sorry I'm sick so I can't go to be with you at you're

MERRY CHRISTMAS! EVE! MOM! I wish I could just hug you one more time. See you smile, hear you laugh, hear all you're stories from when you were growing up, and be able to tell you one more time how very much I love you and how you mean everthing to me. This is the 3rd Christmas without you and it still feels like the first. I'm sorry I'm sick so I can't go to be with you at you're grave. I know you are watching over me and see how sick I have been and will be for awhile and you would understand. You know if I physically could that's the only place I want to be at. You know every da, night, hour I am always missing, thinking and talking about you. I LOVE YOU MOM!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

I can't believe it's 2 years since we lost you on Dec. 3, 2009. It feels like you and I are sitting in the kitchen drinking our Dunkin Donuts coffee and talking and joking like always. Like this is not real it's a horrible dream. That I just can't seem to wake up from this nightmare. I love and miss you so very much. I LOVE YOU MOM! Love Kat

HAPPY THANKSGIVING MOM!! This is our 2nd Thanksgiving we have to spend it with you in our thoughts and hearts instead of with you in person. As more time and holidays keep going on without you here it just keeps getting harder and harder to deal without you. I really love and miss you so very much. I can't accept you can't be here I don't think I ever will accept it. I LOVE YOU MOM! Love, Kat

HAPPY 71st Birthday MOM!!!!! I hope you had you're dance with Elvis and Pop, Grandma, and everybody wished you a happy birthday. Just because you are spending it in Heaven you're special day is just as important and special. It's all about YOU. We are all so grateful you were born to get to know and love such a amazing person! I hope you like the balloons, flowers, cake, and goodies there from all of us to you. I hope

HAPPY 71st Birthday MOM!!!!! I hope you had you're dance with Elvis and Pop, Grandma, and everybody wished you a happy birthday. Just because you are spending it in Heaven you're special day is just as important and special. It's all about YOU. We are all so grateful you were born to get to know and love such a amazing person! I hope you like the balloons, flowers, cake, and goodies there from all of us to you. I hope you can still see them with the light from the candles we leave for you at night too. This is you're 2nd birthday we have to spend without you. You know Mom it stinks I wish we could spend it with you instead. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!! We all love and miss you so very much. More then any words could ever explain. I LOVE YOU MOM.
Love, Kat

HAPPY HALLOWEEN MOM! This is the 2nd Hallooween without you. You are suppose to be here passing out candy to all the kids on the front porch drinking our DD coffee. Just like we did on our last Halloween I shared with you. I will always remember the fun we had that night, watching you laugh and smile with all the kids costumes. I really miss those moments and all the times we have always had together. I will forever

HAPPY HALLOWEEN MOM! This is the 2nd Hallooween without you. You are suppose to be here passing out candy to all the kids on the front porch drinking our DD coffee. Just like we did on our last Halloween I shared with you. I will always remember the fun we had that night, watching you laugh and smile with all the kids costumes. I really miss those moments and all the times we have always had together. I will forever keep the memories and you alive in all my thoughts and heart everyday. I always talk about you non stop as much as it hurts I love talking about you. Everything I say or do is about you. Things we did, or talked about doing. Everywhere I turn is you. Going to the store, the ladies room, I always get flooded with each detailed memory when we where there or what was said or done. I always smile and try not to cry cause I love and miss you so very much. I'm so grateful for all you have ever given me. I hope you liked the treats, deco., coffee, and balloon I put there for you and Gram and Pop for Hallooween. I love and miss Mom! Love, Kat

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY MOM! I know you are doing you're March March up in Heaven with everyone. I hope you like you're star shaped red white and blue balloon. And of course all the goodies and coffee. That is always a must to have. I wonder if you could see all the fireworks lighting up the skies. As bright as they are, you will always be shining you're star 100 times brighter and with more bling and full of

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY MOM! I know you are doing you're March March up in Heaven with everyone. I hope you like you're star shaped red white and blue balloon. And of course all the goodies and coffee. That is always a must to have. I wonder if you could see all the fireworks lighting up the skies. As bright as they are, you will always be shining you're star 100 times brighter and with more bling and full of love for everyone to see. I know you are smiling up in Heaven all I have to do is look up and you're star is always there. Bigger, brighter, and flashing so special it stands out above all the rest. Just like you Mom anyone can see you instantly in any room you're beautiful and loving glow always shines around you. That is just how special and important you are to everyone. Everyone would go right to you they know what a amazing person you are. Because of you , they were inspired to enjoy life, be able to laugh at themselves, and not take everything so seriously and most of all be grateful for everything you have. Thank you MOM! I love and miss you very, very much.

HAPPY 45 TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY ! You and Dad would have been married for 45 years. To me you guys will always be married. I'm sorry I can only bring you balloons to you're grave today. I wish I could be giving them to you and Dad here in person at the house you guys raised us in. Even though the house had already been sold it will always be home to me because of you and Dad. I wish

HAPPY 45 TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY ! You and Dad would have been married for 45 years. To me you guys will always be married. I'm sorry I can only bring you balloons to you're grave today. I wish I could be giving them to you and Dad here in person at the house you guys raised us in. Even though the house had already been sold it will always be home to me because of you and Dad. I wish we could give you guys another surprise anniversary party like you're 30TH and 40TH. I'm so glad we were able to do that for you guys you looked so happy. Last night I came acrossed the 40TH anniversary ornament we gave you, and I was remembering all the smiles and laughing you and Dad did at the party. I love and miss you so very much.

Mom I can't believe it's been 1 year today 5-22-11 when we laid you to rest. I went to see you today[ as I always come to vist you] and bring a red I love you balloon of course it also has a bear on it. I put one Pop and Grandma's grave too. We all love and miss you so very much. Even though I can't accept you aren't coming back I'm going through each day by day trying

Mom I can't believe it's been 1 year today 5-22-11 when we laid you to rest. I went to see you today[ as I always come to vist you] and bring a red I love you balloon of course it also has a bear on it. I put one Pop and Grandma's grave too. We all love and miss you so very much. Even though I can't accept you aren't coming back I'm going through each day by day trying so hard to stuff my feelings down inside so I won't allow myself to feel. I keep the thought in my head you are always with me flying with you're angel wings in my mind, I say it in words. Except my heart can't feel you with me I'm just an empty hole in my heart. I know one day you will help me to feel you with me and for me to feel all the love we have shared together. And then when I'm ready I know you will help me fill in the hole some with all the great memories and love we have shared. Until the day you help me to finally be able to be with you again. As much as I wish you were still here with us. I'm so grateful you at peace, and not in any pain, then still be here but in agony. I hope you are flying "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" You deserve to spread you're wings and fly. We love and miss you Mom very much.