My great grandma..this woman was and still is my world. I was 15 when my grandma passed away from pancreatic cancer and I was with her every single day for 6 months helping to take care of her while she was sick. She was and will always be the person that had the biggest impact on my life..not a single day goes by that I don't think about her and even though it has been over 8 years since I

My great grandma..this woman was and still is my world. I was 15 when my grandma passed away from pancreatic cancer and I was with her every single day for 6 months helping to take care of her while she was sick. She was and will always be the person that had the biggest impact on my life..not a single day goes by that I don't think about her and even though it has been over 8 years since I lost her, I still cry. The hardest thing was giving birth to my daughter and my grandma not being here to see her first great great grandchild..I look at my daughter all the time and say your grandma would be so happy if she were here. Most of my childhood memories are with my grandma..she did everything for me and she taught me so much. In her eyes, I could never do any wrong..and if anyone told her otherwise, oh were they in for it! Haha. She was always so good to me and tried her hardest to teach me right from wrong and she has made me into the woman I am today. I remember my last moments with my grandma..she told me that when I miss her to look up at the sky and I will see her sitting on a cloud watching over me. I can only hope that she is with me and watches over me and my daughter.
Grandma I love you more than words could say. You have been everything to me and no one could ever take that away..I miss you so much and I wish you were here to see my daughter and I wish you were here to see me get married. I do know deep down that in spirit you were there. I love you RIP <3