"I've loved her from the first moment I saw her in the movies and have never stopped loving her. She was the girl and woman of my dreams that I never got to meet or marry, except in the movies she played in, which inspired more thoughts of her as an ideal friend that I only wish we could have met and befriended each other. Did I put her on a pedestal and worship her: Yes, in a Christian sort of way that I wished I could have married a woman like her and found happiness in her love, an idealized version of her, so lady-like, so worldly-wise; yet, so virtuous, so beautiful in appearance and noble in spirit. I have never stopped being smitten with her. I hope she found happiness in her life and many loves in marriage and in her family life with her one child and in her Christianity in her witness and worship to God, the Father, the Son, and Holy Spirit. I want to see her again in Heaven when I pass. I know she will be there and we can be friends forevermore. Rest In Peace, Rhonda Fleming."